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Meditation: HELLO: Three Camels, Two Cameos…Goodbye
O God, who by the leading of a star didst manifest thy only-begotten
Son to the peoples of the earth —
- the Collect for Epiphany
Tonight we take a moment and look at Epiphany. I cannot give you
all of the theology, but the short version is this. At Epiphany
we celebrate the Manifestation of the Christ Child to the World.
We stand in wonder at the full revelation, this manifestation of
the Incarnation, the complete and tangible expression of God that
is introduced to the world.
This manifestation begins with the very small, the few who are
willing, the one who consents and opens her life and her body, with
a simple decent man who obeys, the humble who hear the angels: those
who go and see. Let’s face it, they are a fairly well known
crew, motley maybe, but deeply ingrained in the story that runs
through you and me. Finally at Epiphany, entering quietly onto the
stage come the bit parts, the two-liners, one scene and they’re
off. We know them not, as they are faintly drawn. They take haunting
shapes. I think I have seen one or two in my bathroom mirror…your
mileage may vary.
From my childhood it was a bit cheesy, always. Little Christmas,
drag that tree to the curb, twelve drummers drumming and a song
about a rubber cigar; it is the bitter end if you are nine. A righteous
excuse for one last present but then it’s back to school.
Then there are those camels, but never mind we all agree; it is
just grand! Jesus says “hello” to the world.
I guess I started thinking about Hello, the Manifestation to the
peoples of the earth and the unbearable sadness of God’s love
for us. Then I thought about the seekers: the supporting players
in the drama.
If that well-known passage in Philippians is true, and I believe
it is, that Jesus obeyed and let go of the fullness and the form
of God and humbled himself in human likeness, then it is not His
introduction that shakes me…it is His farewell. We think of
his coming into the world as such a pleasant thing. We paint it
in soft hymns of the 19th century. It cannot be for he embraced
the brokenness of you and me and wore it like a heavy garment. If
what he embraced is not what we readily think, then we can likewise
not avoid all that he said goodbye to.
GOODBYE:
— To being the one through whom God created Everything: the
Worlds.
GOODBYE:
— To being the reflection of God’s Glory.
GOODBYE:
— To the acknowledged, exact imprint of God’s Image
GOODBYE:
— To “of One Being with the Father.”
GOODBYE:
— To dwelling in Heaven: Being the Word, the Logos that created
and creates. The Form of God that sustains all things.
GOODBYE:
— To Angels’ cries of Holy, Holy, Holy. To Being with
God – to Being God wholly. To the Glory of your Godliness,
to communion, to knowledge and knowing and most importantly, meaning.
And Goodbye to the very perfect-ness of Heaven; to cleanliness
and purity like dross-less silver and gold.
HELLO:
— To the darkness of a young girl’s womb.
HELLO:
To its limited, liquid warmth soon flushed by the cold night, the
straw and breath of beasts, the cheap impersonation in bands of
cloth, the bare nipple and an awkward murmured song.
HELLO:
— To a world of spectacular violence and unimaginable brokenness.
HELLO:
— To ALONE. To life alone, without, unknown, unconnected or
fulfilled and without possibility or hope thereof… To the
end, the inevitable nothingness in a crying chasm, despair and death.
HELLO:
— To suffering.
The little Lord Jesus no crying he makes? Don’t bet on it,
baby.
Gee. I really thought I was in a good mood this morning.
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And what of these wise men? They leave their homes, families and
possessions to travel for many years to reach some distant place
underneath a hovering star: all because they believe and are willing
to seek. Are they destined to always seek? Or do they in fact exchange
their precious gifts for something greater?
Soon enough, they disappear, a first act cameo with camels. Warned
of Herod’s wrath, the Holy Family flees and the wise men are
left to return to their country by a different way. No star. No
quest to guide them. Never heard from again.
Is the very heart of God, beating in the breast of the Son any
different than these three seekers from the Orient: lonely, seeking,
reaching to the end? Well yes, it is. Because Jesus embraces his
destination – He is meaning itself, the silent suffering answer
to all the Pontius Pilates forever. Jesus Christ in the fullness
of His Manifestation has turned from the source of light, His home;
and entered into the darkness, our world.
SIMEON:
The dude gets short shrift, I tell you. Talk about under appreciated,
under valued. This man spends his whole life waiting and believing
upon the few simple words he has heard, the pitiful shred of meaning
he clutches and the hope of which glistens and insanely sparkles
on his ever-aging days. I believe we recognize his type. Don’t
we turn our face away? With heedless compassion, “I guess
it sucks.”
Talk about mid-life crisis? This is the end-of-life job. Hell,
it is the whole life going down the tubes. For what? A Word? A Hope?
Give him his creds, with little to show for his life except looking,
waiting and seeking, the old guy is supple enough to be guided by
the Spirit to the Temple.
In the temple he finds fellowship. He finds a woman who has sought
the same. He finds a building that is the image of the home he deeply
longs for. He finds a crystal morning. He finds light so unique
that it does not flow from the openings in the thick stone walls,
or the clouds or the sky. He finds light in the arms of the most
unlikely of parents. He finds the prize. He finds the imprint of
God on earth. It wasn’t hard really. He had seen this child
in his mind’s eye every day of his life. Then Simeon sees
his own death awaiting him. That’s it. That’s all that
is in the script. No feast day! No porcelain piece in Christmas
Crèche. Curtain.
The Magi cop and go, off on a starless unknown road holding out
for home. Simeon scoops the child Jesus from his parent’s
puzzled grasp and cries out to his God and Master.
This is a funny place for the denouement. And it’s a tough
message Simeon has to give. No wonder no one likes him. There is
no Victorian quaintness; Simeon proclaims the Savior of the world
and embraces his own demise. It says he blesses Joseph and Mary
and I guess the child too. It’s not much of a blessing, really,
nowhere near the top four or five on your list. With one foot toeing
the edge of the grave you can just imagine old Simeon chewing the
scenery. He pronounces the destiny of the babe: the tragic will
of the Father for the Son. It is more horrible than ever imagined.
This time the Father slays the Son but it will end one day in a
history stopping wedding feast. A Wedding, a dance…yes: the
surest signs of comedy.
His parting words are for the young mother, as if this were all
not enough: “One day a sword will come and tear through your
very soul.”
And so he says: “Goodbye.”
[Exit, Up Stage Left with all messengers and apparitions.]
Candlemas
With certitude
Simeon opened
ancient arms
to infant light.
Decades
before the cross, the tomb
and the new life,
he knew
new life.
What depth
of faith he drew on,
turning illumined
towards deep night.
—Bruce Colville
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